Little reminder

 You will get what you deserve, only if you work for it.

If an opportunity opens up, a door starts to open,

you can either kick the hell out of it wide open!

Or just stare at it.

We're going to go a little personal this time.

After 2 years of holding on, just checking where life might take me;

I've had enough of the wait.

When you get into this place in your life,

after such a toxic year,

it's the action of surviving that hits.

If you have a way out,

don't let anyone or anything stand in the way.

No more sympathizing.

I might have a little hope left in humanity;

yet, I'm sure no one will handle me at my worse...

so might as well try not to get there or pull myself up alone.

That's reality. Harsh, mean, and unfair.

Sometimes you got to take it or leave it.

This is a new age, a little bit selfishness won't hurt anyone.

If you're drowning never be sorry for trying to save yourself.

You be "sorry" when you do bad towards others... but for surviving?

I never thought I'd ever think that way, but every man for himself, unfortunately.

I didn't make the rules, that's just adapting to what already exists.

I can keep on walking by my own rules, trying to be fair towards everything and everyone. All I know I'm drowning myself. 

Brief;

You deserve a good life

You can be whatever you feel like being

It's never too late to start it all over

Life is messy, blurry, and as hard as you let it be.

Never be sorry for doing what's best for you.

One word...

Survive.